Catch me Before I fall (OPEN)

[Aisilyn Willow Bronwyn]

Aisilyn ran through the trees. Her long brunette hair flew out behind her after falling from down from the elegant upstyle she had wore earlier that day. Gone were all of the flowers that was intricately placed throughout her beautiful hair. She wore a dress of white lace and silk that billowed out behind her. Not a dirt mark or tree snag appeared within the fabric as it flew around gracefully. She looked like an angel but she felt like a demon. She ran at top speeds, running from who knew what. But she knew, she knew all too well.

It was a full moon, normal night for anyone who lived in the night. She had donned the dress and styled her hair as tradition. It was a tradition for her former clan. The youngest and most pure would don the apparal once a year to give thanks to the world for all they had recieved. This night was that night. But seeing as she was alone, it laid upon her shoulders to do the ceremony. She had done this the year before, so she knew all too well what needed to be done.

So now she ran, ran from the memories. After the deed was done all the memories of her past years flooded back to her. Tears streamed down her face smearing the silver and glitter from her eyes across the rest of her beautiful face. She cried and screamed out in agony as she stopped, leaning on a tree for support. It felt like her chest was being ripped open from all of the emotions flooding in. "Please help me." She whispered barely able to talk from the pain that was gripping her. This was why only those pure of heart did the ceremony, to avoid this. She was a fool to think she could still qualify as pure.

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[White Fang]

White Fang was flying through the trees, hoping to find good hunt, but he saw a Heart Fire in so much turmoil, so much pain, that he could not stop himself. He angled down and followed her until he could not stop, he landed in front of her, saying,"Why are you in pain young one? Why do you cry?"

[Aisilyn Willow Bronwyn]

Aisilyn didn't expect anyone to come to her aide. She didn't deserve help. Not after all the things she had done. She looked at thewolf and backed up until the bare flesh of her shoulders connected with the rough surface of the bark that sheathed the tree. She was worn, tired of running. If he was to kill her then so be it.

When the creature spoke she kind of jumped. She hadn't expected that either. Her body shook with another bout of tears and she soon found herself sitting on the ground bathed in the natural light from the moon above them. "The memories. THey won't go away. I don't want to live like this. Don't want the memories." She felt like her head was going to explode. SHe hated these emotions, the sadness, the pain, the guilt. They were almost as bad as the anger.

[White Fang]

White Fang nodded. He knew how bad memories went,"Young one, I to have had my share of bad memories, but I make them something to learn from. Do not run from them, they are part of who you are," He shifted human, with One Lock of Red hair, and White hair the rest of the way, and Moon White Skin, and of course, wings. He looked at her, and smiled, Hugging her,"Just because you have done some bad things does not make you a bad person. You are not what race you are, you determine the future of your own mind." He went on, he looked twenty, but he was in fact 256 years old.

[Aisilyn Willow Bronwyn]

Aisilyn looked up at him, her tears glittering on her cheeks from the moonlight. She was a fragile soul. Always fighting the memories and the past. Some days she couldn't live with ehrself. So when he said not to run from them she shook her head. "You don't know what I did." She spoke standing to her feet and preparing to move away from him, but before she could he had pulled her into a hug. What was with everyone and their showing her affection? It was starting to freak her out.

[White Fang]

He looked at her when she said he didn't know what she did,"You survived." He said simply. He smiled at her, and released her. His smile was fatherly, and he threw his head back, and gave a slight trill, and soon enough four Wolf pups, each with wings, came into view, and started to lick every inch of the vampire they could,"They don't seem to care what you did, They just want a friend."

[Aisilyn Willow Bronwyn]

Aisilyn looked down at the animals licking her and her tears became heavier, shaking her whole body. "But, I have killed. Slaughtered entire villages and cultures. There is no place in the world for the evils I have done." SHe said falling to the ground and absent-mindedly petting the puppies atop the head. "I don't want to live like this. I want to be free of my past so I can be happy again."

[White Fang]

White Fang laughed, and shifted Wolf,"If you want to be happy, then do so, Do not dwell on the past, it makes the future so much less bright. But, if you look forward, the Past becomes nothing but a blurr. My kids already know a good person when they see one, and I believe them when they like somebody. They like you."

Sesononi, the small grey one, laughed, and said,"Cheer Up Wittle Wady, All as well, you awe not in twouble in our eyes." And he continued to lick her nose, and mouth.

[Aisilyn Willow Bronwyn]

Aisilyn kept her eyes on the talking puppy. She was still crying but it made her smile. "Thank you." She whispered almost too silent to hear. "i know. It's just in theory, it is easier said than done. I tried, but they always come back to haunt me. Sometimes I wish I had no memories at all. It would make life a whole lot easier." She spoke still watching the puppies.

[White Fang]

Sesononi spoke up before his dad could,"I... can take cawe of that. I have... Um... A power that hides things in peoples minds. Um... they have to show me what they want gone, but I can hide it from them by taking it into my own mind. They would never remember it again." He said proudly, trying to find the right words. he said,"Do you want to memories gone?"

White Fang just left his son to it. He saw the others connect to them at the hip, and gave him his energy.

[Aisilyn Willow Bronwyn]

Aisilyn looked at him blinking. Was he serious? She looked up to his father then back down at him wiping her tears away with a single pale finger. "really? You can do that?" sHe asked. SHe would like it. It would help her to move on, be happier.

[White Fang]

Sesononi looked at her, and said,"Yes, but to do it, I would have to take the memory into my own mind. I would remember it as if I'd done it. But, I have done this before, and Not once lost my mind." he said proudly, he then connected his mind to hers, and said, to her alone,"Show me what you want gone?"

[Aisilyn Willow Bronwyn]

Aisilyn looked at him before she played back all the memories, all the murders she had commited, the violent acts she had wraught, the war that had been fought because of a thirst for power. It all flashed through like a movie on fast foreward. All the way until her parents had been murdered. SHe showed him that one too, not wanting to remember why she was what she was. In truth, she was better off not remembering anything after she had been orphaned to go one thinking that she was just seeing the world on her own, just waging her own journey.

[White Fang]

Sesononi took all the memories, and sighed, He soon got tired, and felt his father feeding energy into him. He had them already, but was catagorizing them in his brain, He did this to keep from going insane, and it took a lot of energy to do this for him. he got done, and asked,"I took all of the bad ones. the good ones are still there. including that meeting with uncle Ashwin." He sighed, and started to lick her face again.

[Aisilyn Willow Bronwyn]

Aisilyn took a deep breath, calming herself, the tears coming to a halt. "I was so mean to him. I hope he forgives me." She spoke softly. SHe remembered the meeting all to well. It hadn't been one of her best moments. But now that she was free from the bad memories her heart felt lighter and she felt like she could move on with her life, to become a better person.

[White Fang]

Sesononi looked at her through tired eye that seemed to have aged several years,"The memories will never bother you again. And I think Ashwin will forgive you, that boy is of a different breed." he said wisely, then tackled his little sister.

White Fang looked at his little son, and said,"He is the smallest of the group, but he is the bravest. Only he would do that for an almost complete stranger." He said lightly.

Ashwin came into the Clearing while her and White Fang talked, and said,"Hey Aisilyn. How are you now?"

[Aisilyn Willow Bronwyn]

Aisilyn nodded and closed her eyes with a smile. sHe was grateful for the puppy, for everything she did. "He's a sweet kid." SHe spoke with a smile and a soft tone.

Asi had not expected for this little meeting to be interupted, but really she didn't mind when she saw who it was. She stood up revealing to him the dress that she wore of lace and silk that showed off her figure and fluttered to the ground and pooled around her feet that were covered with a dainty lace up white flat. "Ashwin." She said softly looking at him. Her hand fisted and resting just over where her heart laid underneath her skin.

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[White Fang]

White Fang shooed all but one of the pups away. Then he himself disappeared.

Sesononi just resumed licking Aisilyn.

Ashwin looked at her, and said,"You are as a sister to me. I set this up, you know. White Fang did not know it, but, I merely suggested to Sesononi there that you might need help. He did not know what help I was referring to until this. He will be fine, but, I, and Sesononi, did not want you hurting anymore. Please, do not hurt me." He said, looking for any traces of anger in her face.

[Aisilyn Willow Bronwyn]

Aisilyn looked at him, her eyes shimmering with emotion. "You knew? You planned this? You wanted to help me?" She asked trying to make sense of it all. She didn't know what to think. Was everyone conspiring behind her back. Soon she found herself back on the ground, fallen from shock of everything.

[White Fang]

Sesononi was licking her face more furiously, and whining.

Ashwin pushed the pup back, and said,"Go to your father." Sesononi obeyed, and left,"There, there." He said, picking her up, and holding her like a little sister,"Your okay, your safe. Your okay." He was repeating this, and hugging her. He wanted to make her see he was brothering her.